I came across this photo of my two daughters while going through stuff recently and thought it was a good one that perhaps some folks haven't seen before, so thought I'd share it. Carrie in this pose is doing the same quirky thing my Mum does at times when you take her photo. :-)There is no manual about how to react about death, we all seem to act differently anyway but since this is my blog, this is my version of how I deal with things. At times I haven't posted (like the video below) when I felt like it because of what people might think as it is a sensitive subject but with Carrie's 25Th Birthday being Monday I thought it appropriate to blog.
One of the things I have on my list of things to do this year is to edit a lot of old movies and put them on disc before something happens to them. I hope to put together a little movie about Carrie like I did with the photos. I didn't post that link here but here is a link to it if you haven't seen it. Last I saw it had 5082 hits and yes, that is me singing in the background.
I continue to think about Carrie and miss her every single day. Last night I baked cupcakes, brownies and truffles to take to the Coffee House for the kids there. In my heart I'm doing it for both Carrie and the kids. The one thing that has sustained me in all this is my Faith. I know for a fact that I will see Carrie again one day.
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Hi alison. I was thinking of Carrie on her birthday and have just looked at your photo tribute on youtube. Its really lovely - and the song was beautiful. I have a cd with eva cassidy singing it but think i will always prefer your version. You are so right that there is no manual to help us deal with the loss of someone we love, but just to encourage you, you seem to be doing it so well. Love always, Audrey
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