Mike said in an email yesterday he especially missed Carrie yesterday and had a good cry when he got back to the hotel room. I too found myself at a low point last night. Who knows what brings it on. It is not a special date on the calendar it just comes and we weep. How we miss her. Working on the house brings up mixed feelings. It badly needs done but at the same time we are getting rid of things she touched, stairs she walked down etc. I have been dreading the day I have to move my china cabinet. When Carrie moved out, for some reason she didn't take her mugs with her. The ones she had bought in Dunoon. I don't know why she didn't take them, perhaps she thought her friends would break them. She carefully rearranged my china cabinet placing her cups in the bottom and there they have stayed. I dread having to move them when we redo the floor etc. I know the day will come and once again we will wipe away the traces of her. I took her little vacuum up to the Coffee House yesterday to vacuum the stage with it, when I turned it upside down to put it in the car, there was her hair stuck in the rollers. The only thing that makes sense is to trust in God but still we weep!
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